I feel like this semester is turning out to be a bit of a disappointment. I am not really excited about any of the work I’m doing, except for my documentary, which on the other hand I feel such a responsibility to make it good that I don’t even want to work on it at all. I feel that I am spending most of my time worrying about how behind I am and making deadlines instead of feeling passionate about the work I am making. In fact, I find It difficult to really pinpoint what was the last project I felt truly passionate about at all. Most of the stuff we’ve been doing… I just don’t care. I’m ready for this semester to be over.

Seeing a picture of T.J. Lane on Tumblr with 1,041 notes and the comment “ma dude” makes me fume. Ignorance and hero-worship for a sick coward.